It’s so hard to recover from such a deep intimacy, one that i fell into so briskly. ‘I know this transformation is painful, but you’re not falling apart you’re just falling into something new, something different with it’s own capacity to be beautiful’  – William C. Hamman. Not sure what that capacity is yet, but…

the year

25.10.16 the year the year it has been. The year of absolute growth. Absolute transformation. So many, and So few.. Simultaneously My bones heavy, They ache from Being not being And regrowing entirely new cells, The year of being truly alone And relearning Why Forget again Realearn Silly girl The year of unstitching The threads…