i cannot fathom you i’ve tried to break it down into bite sized pieces so its easier to swallow but i can’t there’s too much im too full pray you don’t cut me off before i taste a little more i’ve always dreamed of you i think you’ve done the same but you’re so good…

there is within me a fire which burns so strong i dont understand it i dont yet know what it is or what its for i’ve had tastes of what ignites it but mostly im just left confused it itself is a confused flame i know ill learn with time but im impatient i want…

You, the mystery such a mystery and such an open book at the same time i need a manual to decode all of you they say women are hard to understand women are simple, they understand themselves men are something else altogether you’ve closed all avenues but left one gaping hole open on purpose i…

We both had other lovers, little did the other know, that their lover really wanted another   Was it cursed before it began, is this a predetermined heartache…   Jealousy is the green eyed monster that dock moth the meat it feeds on, my eyes were green long before you noticed   Do i carry…

And what do you, with your rusted compass, know of love? Kate Braverman The incantation of Frida

something i wrote in august (about gender)

30.8.16 When i was young, i love the world so deeply, but had such distaste for humans. I hated what they had done to my home, how they had treated my earth, my mother. I so badly wanted nothing to do with them, but the universe forced me to find love. Despite their multitude of…

Ladies who have fought oppression so that I can live such a privileged version of this reality, thank you. Men who empower women today and all the other days, respect. To my mum for teaching me not to take shit from anyone, legendary. The treatment of women and the environment are inextricably linked, but not…

‘ 99% of the time, the way we learn things is through synchronisities the universe sends us people and situations at specific times so that we learn or relearn what we need to know ‘ Wise words passed on to me from a friend, passed on to her from a wise Indigenous Native American man.

It’s so hard to recover from such a deep intimacy, one that i fell into so briskly. ‘I know this transformation is painful, but you’re not falling apart you’re just falling into something new, something different with it’s own capacity to be beautiful’  – William C. Hamman. Not sure what that capacity is yet, but…

A photo of a turtle i took in Japan The earth i tread on is not a dead, inert mass it is a body – has a spirit – is organic and fluid to the influence of it’s spirit and to whatever particle of that spirit is in me.    

Forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair -Kahlil Gibran The Prophet   Before you leave the marketplace, see that no one has gone his way with empty hands. For the master spirit of the earth shall not sleep peacefully upon the wind…